These are unusual times, and trying to let go of someone who is a love interest can be very soul destroying, especially when it seems to go round in circles. When I say let go, it does not always mean that he has forgotten you, it just means take the "not"
out of cannot and you can let go until he is ready to come forward. In depth reading, regarding your love interest, and your way forward with this.
Love and light.
Neal.